The real reason I’m not good at doing it is because I doesnt fucking do it.

I always try to find shortcuts, easy solutions that can magically help my speaking skill 10x

But the truth is, I will never get there if I dont put in the work

I always think to myself, oh once Im good at talking in front of the camera, Ill start making more YT videos.

Once I write better, once I know how to articulate my thoughts, my YT videos will bring me a lot of views, the retention will be higher

And that’s just a hopeless desire because I dont put in the work

I dont talk in front of camera as often

I dont make videos as much

No input but I expect a sucessful YT channel

No work has been done, but I always dream of making money from YT, monetizing my ideas, and teaching others.

The harsh truth is always there, I havent done enough

I’ve been daydreaming more than enough

It’s time to wake the fuck up if I want to make this dream a reality.