Not talking abt our little family with S and the doggies, but more like my parents and my sister.

How tf did I even look up to these people growing up?

Did they all go soft? Did they change?

I was raised very strict by my mom and I’m grateful because it created who I am today.

But why is my mom so soft now.

So hypocrite and doing the opposite from her value

Tell me one thing but ended up doing the other

Is this what happen when people retire?

And then in the case of my dad

Why is this guy such a pushover

Never take action

Knows exactly what he has to do, but being too much of a pussy to execute them.

Ask his own son for the advice between him and my mom (bro wtf, that’s your wife, i’m just a kid)

Oh and then he didn’t even take action from what I told him

Always listen to other people, and take their advices aka his siblings

That sides of the family are a bunch of hedonist, they only do things and say things that feel good/comfortable

And we all know what happen in the comfort zone

No progress, no growth

But whatever man, I’m so fucking tired of this family

I didn’t move back for them anyways.